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Mustiness

Seated on the front-porch steps at Rowan Oak,

This humid, cricket-sibilant noon,

I, sole owner and proprietor,

For transitory moments, of this shaded solitude,

Inhale the scent of sentinel cedars

Failing to mask the mustiness that the house emits —

Decay's transliteration of desolation.

 

Here, I'm at peace with my demons and his,

Though I'm a mere visitor to his lingering presence.

Once, in deep, availing humbleness,

I'd travel, three, four, six times a year,

To check on his estate and mine,

Define my mind's location, by his,

Rely on his stars, to triangulate my fate.

 

Not a solitary adventitious sound or shadow

Disturbs my meditation.

There's nothing discernably distracting,

Nothing save for the disquieting realization

That I've already outlived William's years, by three,

And that the death-breath I've been smelling

Could, as easily, be my own.

 

 

 

 

 

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