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Inevitability

                                                                  

Tonight might have been the final night of my life,

Had I not decided, at the last minute,

Not to pursue suicide, for reasons yet lost on me.

 

After three hours of reconsidering,

Riddled with grave misgivings,

I'm wondering if I acted in my own best interest,

 

Whether, once again, I was too precipitous

In throttling another knee-jerk urge to shoot from the hip,

Pull the trigger, kill the stragglers of my will to live.

 

At eighty-eight, all I can think is that after half a century

Of failing to exterminate myself — Jew-vermin —

Der Führer must still have another inevitability for me.

 

 

 

 

 

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