Real Tears
All the interminable drive, this Sunday morn,
From Lake Nebagamon to Duluth's airport,
Feeling palpable sadness, I'm weeping real tears,
Caught between my recent past's happiness
And this unhappy vacuum
That's leaving me lower than anything I've known
Since those last moments, four weeks ago,
That I spent in this tranquil, unhurried land,
Resigned then, as now, to having to go home.
Lately, with my visits growing more frequent,
These woefully distressful episodes
Seem to bedevil my spirit more readily.
I'm not quite sure
Just what to make of such shows of emotion,
Why departures keep cutting closer to the heart.
Could it be that mortality is getting the better of me
Or, possibly, that there's yet hope
For my soul to grow, with the water from its tears?
09/27/09 - (1)
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